Rest in peace, my sweet Abigail.

Very early yesterday morning my sweet baby girl, Abigail, passed away. The day before we took a drive up to my parents home and later that day I noticed she was acting different. She couldn't stand up and keep her head up. She only got worse as time went on. It was like she was becoming fully paralyzed. Late into the night (early morning) she could no longer close her eyes. My heart was breaking because of her suffering.
I took her to a 24 hour emergency animal hospital and the vet immediately had to do CPR when we arrived. Her pulse was down to 70 (normal would be 200) and her temperature was too low to detect on their thermometer. I knew she had special needs when I got her a week earlier, but I didn't expect this at all. I was in tears. I didn't want my poor baby to suffer like this. It just wasn't fair.
The vet came in the room to talk to me and let me know my options. She said they could do tests and try different treatments, but with her being in such a state and being so young it was highly unlikely she would survive anyway. After our brief talk, she went back to check on Abigail again. This time she was doing even worse. I knew what I had to do. I asked the vet to let me have my last moments with her.
When I got to hold little Abigail that last time I could see in her eyes she was already gone. Even the color in them was gone. They were no longer blue, but specks of different colors. She was staring out into nothing. My poor baby was gone. I was heart broken in tears and told her to please meet me in heaven when it's my time to go there, insha'allah. Please be there to greet me. I would love that.
She is gone now. I only had her for a week, but she will be in my heart for a life time. To Allah do we belong and to Him shall we return.
Now I know she is a happy kitten running around like she is meant to do. I miss you so much Abigail.