What about death scares you most? Maybe you're not even afraid of death at all. I think about death a lot. Not in a morbid type of way, though. When I have a severe panic attack and think I am dieing, I get this overwhelming feeling of, not only fear, but extreme sadness. It's not that I'm devastated about leaving this world we all know, but, rather, I get overwhelmed with sadness over the possibility of my family forgetting about me. I know that may seem selfish, but it's what I automatically think of when death comes to mind. My family means the world to me. God comes first and my family comes in at a strong second. In my heart I know they won't forget me, but I always think "what if?" How sad it would be.
This life surely is just a temporary abode. Insha'Allah, we will all be spending are eternal days together in heaven!
Ameen to your dua! I guess my biggest fear of death is what comes after- hell or heaven? (and I'm afraid of Jahannam!!) But there is sadness too because I don't want my husband or family members to be sad or depressed and crying because I know they will be. I don't worry about them forgetting me though lol. I see how that would worry you!!
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